Feeling… physically so much better this week than last! I had either a stomach bug or food poisoning that brought on the worst abdominal pain I’ve ever experienced in my lifetime. I seriously wondered if one of my organs was about to explode… but all I could worry about was how I was going to feed my baby when I could hardly sit down! We ended up going to the urgent care office covered by our insurance to get checked out. Thankfully, it was nothing serious!
Kaya got to spend the morning with her BFF Mia while we were there! They had a pajama party and Katherine sent me all sorts of adorable pictures and videos of them together.
Getting ready… to visit with family for Thanksgiving in just two days!!! I seriously don’t even know how the holiday season is already upon us. I’m definitely looking forward to my mom’s home-cooked turkey, mashed potatoes, and gravy. Mmmm.
Feeling (the good kind of) busy… with all the amazing family photoshoots I’ve done in the past month! I’ve had about one per week and it’s just the right amount of work to balance with family time. Fall is just so beautiful, and I’m glad I’m able to capture these memories for so many of my dear friends!
Dreaming… about Christmas morning! I know there’s still an entire month left to wait, and I don’t want to wish away all the festive family time we’re sure to enjoy between now and then… but Kaya’s “big” gift has been ordered and I just keep imagining her excitement!
Planning… my Christmas cookie delivery for this year! And by planning, I really mean that I’ve pinned about a million adorably delicious ideas on Pinterest and haven’t made any decisions yet. It’s one of my favorite traditions for sure!
Every week seems to go by faster than the last, and sometimes I feel like I’m just rushing from one item on my to-do list to the next. Despite all the craziness, I really try to pause and take in these precious moments with my babies- their sweet smell, precious smiles, and contagious laughter.
Just a few recent moments that I don’t want to forget…
… reading to her ginormous panda!
… and taking every pillow and stuffed animal off of her bed to make a pile in the middle of the floor and read every book she owns! (she’s also figured out that the step stool gives her access to countertops, lightswitches, etc., so it goes pretty much everywhere with her!)
… puppy cuddles! … my chocolate-chip muffin monster!… how much they love cuddling up in my bed (and how often Kaya pretends she’s asleep)!
… afternoon snuggles/naps with my littlest love.… sitting up in the stroller like a big girl! … just being together. I love these two sweeties, no matter how little sleep they let me have. They are more than worth it!
We actually got out of the house this weekend (our normal lately is just lounging around and trying to catch up on sleep)! I figured I’d write this down so that our kids reading this in the future will see that we did something fun every once in a while!
We kicked the weekend off right with this amazing crumb cake I made for seminary’s Friday breakfast! No kidding, it was pretty much perfect as far as coffeecakes go.
Friday night, we had a family date to Red Robin, and then headed to Target for a couple of needed items. While we were there, I checked out the toddler girls’ clearance, and got super lucky- lots of 3T and 4T items, most at 70% off! Those sizes sound so big to me now… but I know Kaya will be wearing them before we know it. 70% off seems even better when you know you’ll get double the use out of them!
Saturday morning started out with the Mother Goose Club! We really only let Kaya watch shows on Saturdays lately, and it seems like she’s catching on… she asked for her favorite song almost as soon as she woke up!Later that afternoon, we went to a friend’s birthday party! Kaya had a ton of fun driving his Jeep around (except she couldn’t quite figure out how to push the gas pedal hard enough, so it was mostly a mommy-powered ride)!
She visited with puppies, horses, and chickens. She even enjoyed some lollipops, cupcakes, and wagon rides! It was a great time.
Sunday was church, of course, and an amazing 2.5-hour nap for me. I’m spoiled and so grateful for a husband who’s willing to watch Kaelyn so I can get some extra rest (even though I know he’s so tired, too)!
I had no idea my heart would melt like it does when I see my two girls together.
The only thing better than hearing your baby laugh is hearing both of your babies make each other laugh.
These pictures say more than I ever could with words, but I love the way they absolutely adore each other.
I know they won’t always want to hold hands, cuddle, or give kisses, but I hope they always look out for each other. My midwife once told me “a sibling is the greatest gift you can give your child”, and seeing them together now, I know just how true that is.
On this day one year ago, we found out our little Peanut would join our family.
Today, I can’t stop thinking about how extremely blessed I feel to have her here with us.
We actually didn’t find out we were pregnant until about 6 weeks in. Although I just felt pregnant early on (hello morning sickness!), we thought there was no way a baby could’ve even existed, because in the first few weeks, I had symptoms that I now know were consistent with subchorionic hemorrhage.
Seeing our Peanut on ultrasound for the first time revealed that she was three weeks older than we originally thought. She was there through all those scary symptoms. She survived what could have had a very different ending.
And that’s why her middle name is Grace.
We had a few more worries throughout our journey (including having extra ultrasounds to check her growth when I continued to measure small, and another to check fluid levels), but I felt comforted the entire time. All through my pregnancy with her, I felt our Heavenly Father’s loving and guiding hand. Just having her here feels like an extra-special, miraculous gift from Him.
This little girl can light up a room with her smile. She is the definition of positivity and brightness every single day, and I’m so grateful to call her mine.
Even though I’m pretty late posting again this month, I’m happy to report that I was 100% awesome and completed all the goals on my October list:
1. Take family pictures. 2. Keep working on my abs.
3. Make Halloween costumes.
1. Abs abs abs… (will this be on my list forever? the gap has healed a TON but is still there for sure…)
2. Finish the quilt (I told my mom-in-law to make me just sit down and do it when we’re there for Thanksgiving, so there is absolutely no excuse)!
3. Make turkey/Thanksgiving/festive shirts for my girls!
4. Donate one bag of clothes/items we aren’t using.
5.Get photos printed for the wall.
Thursday night, Brittany, Bianca and I threw a baby shower for Katherine! We’ve been planning this party for a while, and I was so excited to see it all finally come together (and celebrate our sweet friend and her little baby BOY)!
Can you guess what my main responsibility was? CUPCAKES, of course! We went with an orange and aqua color scheme, so I made some pretty swirled icing on both homemade funfetti and classic chocolate cupcakes. Seriously… that funfetti recipe might be what I use for my birthday cake for the next 20 years. It was that good!
Kaya and I baked the day away (well, I baked, and she taste-tested, read books, and had her Kitty and Sheep nearby to keep her company)! I love having two little girls in the kitchen with me.We ended up making WAY too much food… I snapped this picture before the chips, dip, and veggies were even put out! We now know that we could probably feed a whole army… but this was too much food for just a dozen or so ladies. We came up with these adorable, super-easy finger sandwiches: cut a baguette in half lengthwise. Spread Caesar dressing over each half. Lay down slices of Swiss cheese, lettuce, turkey, and Roma tomatoes. Insert toothpicks and cut into sections. Ta-da!We played some games- and I even won the make-a-baby-name-from-the-parents’-names game… “Meerkat” had everybody laughing!
On Halloween day last year, we went trick-or-treating at the mall. It was perfect for a toddler- quick, easy, and weather-proof, so I knew we’d want to do it again this year. Unfortunately, it poured down rain that evening, so everyone in the valley had the same idea. It was super crowded, but I think Kaya still enjoyed herself! She already knew how the whole getting-candy system worked since we had just had our church trunk or treat a few days prior. We met up with my brother Karl! Kaya actually let him carry her around for a while. This little puppy sat in the stroller the entire time… which made it really hard to get a decent picture of her… but these are still too cute to not share! We came home, had a lollipop, and kicked back and relaxed (or Kaelyn did, at least…) “Show me your candy!”Love my little puppies. Love the holidays. Love that we get to do it all together.
Tuesday night was our church Halloween party! I was so excited to finally reveal our costumes and take Kaya trick-or-treating, especially since she could actually understand what was going on this year.
We decided to dress up as… (drumroll please)… 101 Dalmatians! Cruella, Jasper, and just two of the 99 Dalmatian puppies! Our costumes were a conglomeration of my own handiwork, a few things we already owned, and a couple items bought on the cheap (aka eBay)!
We loaded up our trunk with a lot of stuffed “stolen” puppies. I stayed to pass out candy with Kaelyn while Michael took Kaya from car to car to fill up her bucket.
My little helper came back to sit with me after she’d been to most of the cars and it started to get dark.Jeff and Lelia had some awesome Hunger Games costumes!
Of course, we two awesomely-clad ladies had to have a picture together (and yes, this is the best Cruella face I could make… dahling!) There were carnival games inside after trick-or-treating, but Kaya wasn’t too into them. There were a lot of people and she was hungry and tired so we didn’t push her to do much. They did have an awesome photo booth on stage and we loved getting a great picture of the four of us!
By the end of the night, Kaya was pretty pleased with her candy stash, and Kaelyn was ready for bed (and still not a fan of her costume)!
We came home exhausted but so grateful we get to share these days with our little ones. Happy Halloween!!!