happy 1st birthday, kaya!

Throughout the past few days, I couldn’t help but remember all the events of one year ago- our last prenatal appointment, staying up all night with contractions, arriving at the hospital, the doctor breaking my water, breathing deeper than I ever have in my life to get through the pain, and finally, realizing that my labor and birth wasn’t going to go the way I had hoped when I ended up on Pitocin and with an epidural.

That physical and emotional pain was surpassed with greater amounts of love and joy than I ever thought imaginable from the very second I laid eyes on Kaya. In that moment, I knew I had never loved anyone so much, and I couldn’t fathom love being any more intense than it was right then._MG_4872

A year later, I can testify that there are no boundaries on true love. Our hearts keep growing and filling up with every smile, every cuddle, every kiss, and every new thing that she learns.

Happy Birthday, sweet girl. I’m so thankful for each and every day with you. You’ve helped me to see and love in a way I never could have done without you. You are the light of our lives._MG_9505

You might be a toddler now, but you will always be our “Baby Bird” (even when you leave the nest one day…)

Thank you for coming to join our little family. We love you more than words can say!

Happy First Birthday, Kaya!

kaya’s one-year photos

I was so excited to take Kaya’s first birthday photos! I planned the shoot and imagined how they would look for weeks (at least), and I have to say… I LOVE how they turned out! She was completely obsessed with her balloons but really didn’t want anything to do with the cake. (Let it also be known that it was a miracle for her to wear bows in her hair. Usually she rips them out in a millisecond, but I think I’ve finally figured out how to trick her into wearing them…)_MG_9454 _MG_9449 _MG_9466 _MG_9469 _MG_9460-2 _MG_9550 _MG_9505 We just had to take a few with “Kitty”… he’s her ultimate favorite and he goes everywhere._MG_9491 kaya1stbirthday4 _MG_9508 kaya1stbirthday3

This is as dirty as she got… just her pointer finger and a little bit of frosting that somehow got IN her shoes.kaya1stbirthday2 kaya1stbirthday5 _MG_9555 kaya1stbirthday1Happy Birthday Eve, pretty girl!